so is that worth it?

so bored today. more than bored in fact. almost kill myself. that's before I found some interesting stuffs in Livejournal.

at first, I refused to open Livejournal because I was using my laptop which doesn't have Kamichan Toolbar in it, and I thought going online without Kamichan Toolbar is just too much and annoying. but then I kinda gave up, since I was so damn bored and I ended up opening Livejournal (damn). my F-Page was full. moreover, I think I was tempted by this Winter Con Goods Sale.. and it's even in Rupiahs! THEY'RE NOT EVEN EXPENSIVE! I was so damn tempted. but then I looked at the dateline and I just realized I was just a day too late.

find it [ here ]

then I found another Winter Con Goods Sale Page, and it was Kai Lin's. honestly, she sold things way too expensive. but I fell in love with two kinds of the stuffs; they're so cute and I wanted to buy them soooooo bad. check them out:


first of all, the CUTEST ever tote bag I've ever seen:


I absolutely LOOOOVE the lines. Hey! Want some excitement? Say! How about dancing 'n' singing with all of us! JUMP! in, and have a good time! Let's Go! for it! Let's Go!

yeah, why not going, men? why not.


oh, and the second one... a lunchbox that I believe will make it tempting for me to eat anything inside it.


kawaii na? I love the way they write "I ♥ JUMP" instead of "I ♥ Hey! Say! JUMP" because I think saying Hey! Say! JUMP is just too obvious. cute naa? I really want to buy those twoooo!


oh, but do you know how much do they cost?

the tote bag - 32 SGD. the lunchbox - 32 SGD.
which makes a total of 64 SGD.
=64 x (+-) Rp 7.000,00
= (+-) Rp 448.000,00

expensive naa? I'm not that rich for God's sake!

needless to say I reaaaaaallllllyyyy want to own those two things. but is that worth it? do they really have to be THAT expensive? oh come on... I hate becoming a fangirl who's lack of money T.T a lunchbox and a tote bag for half a million Rupiahs. I can't imagine how I'm gonna say it to my Mom. would it be like:


me: "Momma I want to buy some new JUMP stuffs..."
mom: "again? well use your own money then."
me: "of course."
mom: "what do you want to buy?"
me: "uhm.. a tote bag and a.. lunchbox."
mom: "what? lunchbox? do you even need it? but.. ugh, never mind. how much do they cost?"
me: "Rp 448.000,00"
mom: "...val,"
me: "yes?"
mom: "pretend I'm not hearing anything from you."


yeah, yeah it will exactly be like that. no doubt. too obvious.

...why weren't I born as a japanese? that would make a lot of things a lot easier for sure. daaaaaaamn.

I need to rob a bank if things keep on going on like this I guess :$

he smiled; I died.

well, after I was made disappointed of JUMP's performance days ago, I should admit that seeing the whole Hey! Say! JUMP's First Photobook by my own eyes made it worth anything to become a JUMP fangirl again.

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW THAT I'M READY FOR THE DOOMSDAY.


okay, so yesterday me, ace, ge and pat really DID fulfill our promise see the photobook together by our own eyes. we've waited for like months; trying to not be tempted by those scans and translations on LJ; and especially for ace who had received the photobook right on the releasing day. I love you ace, thank you for waiting for us :)


it began with me and ge's suprise birthday present for ace. she had no idea about that, just as I guess. I think she liked the sticker anyway, so I'm happy for her :) we tried to wait for mon after that, but because ge needed to go back at 4 pm and mon didn't come, we decided to open the photobook without her.


TA-DAAAAA~

I'm so proud to have this, no lie. most of the contents are paparazzi photos but still, there are some pics that made me (+ge) scream like crazy. my favorite picture of all is:


I almost died for this one. keito smiled; I died. look, I mean,... the smile. the shimmering face. the muscles. he was anything but imperfect. everything about him made me happy-scream and my soul was taken to heaven. keito IS improving--he becomes more expressive, more brave, more handsome LOL, and I absolutely love the hair. yeah, that's my future husband. isn't he perfect? damn.


I love Hey! Say! JUMP today. I love them 9 months ago. I love them yesterday. I'll love them tomorrow. and I'll still love them as the time goes by. I'll be more than happy to spend my lifetime loving them. these 9 months were the best times in my life. but the truth is I kinda miss the old JUMP. JUMP is changing for sure. you could easily tell that Yuto is changing--he becomes more mature, and (sorry) not as attractive. I really, really miss the old Yuto and I'll give whatever it takes to change him back to the old, cute, innocent-looked Yuto. I miss Okajima. it's not like I hate Keito being bestfriends with Daiki but this heart truly believes that Keito belongs to Yuto. needless to say I also miss the old Chii who used to have this weird but cute bangs and he's bouncing anywhere like a cute little rabbit. I also miss the old Ryuu--growing taller for like 13 cm sure changed him a lot. and on the top of all I kinda miss the old, timid, shy little Keito. I'm happy to have him becoming more expressive, but with their changes, I don't see JUMP as I used to. do you know how it feels to have your idols suddenly become some different people?? you used to know them and liked them so much, and now they changed, and though you still love 'em, but a part of your heart still miss their old side? it's like watching your daughter growing and suddenly she changes into someone you don't get at all.


so the point is becoming JUMP fan isn't eassssy at all. but I'm still supporting them no matter what--I can't live without them. though becoming their fan brings me happy and sad times, I can't imagine my life without them.


I love you JUMP. forever and always.

Romeo and Juliet

imagine my first impression when I first heard that Hey! Say! JUMP were going to sing a new song.. finally, I mean, after like a decade.

34% excited
10% "whatthehell is that title? it's like those Koreans songs hate"
26% curious
15% "unbelievable"
5% "that's not gonna be a single! with that kind of title"
10% hoping: "please be a good song please be a good song PLEASE"

my hope isn't answered.

today, I woke up with such excited feelings, not knowing that there are already some videos posted in LJ that consists the new song "Romeo and Juliet" in it. then I opened my computer and I WAS GETTING MORE EXCITED after I checked out the kamichan toolbar. an excitement that vanished after a minute... right after I hit the button "play" in the video.


BECAUSE THE SONG WAS... HORRIBLE.


and by "horrible", i mean "freaky costumes", "no solo line for my darling Keito", and "weird tunes".

check it out by yourself, would ya?





sorry for my darling Keito and his lovely group Hey! Say! JUMP, but I need to be honest and the truth is I couldn't find anything attractive from this video.. except the fact that Chii's voice is getting cuter and cuter [OMG] and it's a good thing that finally Hey! Say! JUMP performed together in a stage, after a whole century. but then again Inoo is MISSING. it's not like I care about Inoo anyway, but I kind of missed my lovely Hey! Say! JUMP. it's true that the one I care about the most is Keito.. but I can't help but missing Hey! Say! JUMP when they're not together. huaaaaa.

pat says the song is cute. it's true but what the freaking hell is with "boku wa romeo", "boku mo romeo", and the "STOP!" line!?!? to be honest I was speechless at first. this is sooo not going to be released as a new single. I'm not blaming Hey! Say! JUMP though. I TOTALLY BLAMED JOHNNY KITAZAWA-SAN FOR THIS. JUMP used to be the cutest, most attractive group in JE. now? don't ask. their new songs, I found them not as attractive as they used to be. what the fucking hell is Johnny-san thinking?

I am clearly disappointed at the moment and I hope this don't get continuous, because the existence of JUMP in my heart is already fading slowly but surely, and I don't want it to fade even more. I really hope that they're not going to perform this song EVER. AGAIN. just like they never perform 'Too Shy' and 'Iinjanai' again although those songs are 1000% better than this one.

I CURSED YOU, WHOEVER MADE THIS SONG AND ORDERED JUMP TO PERFORM THIS FUCKING SONG.


oh, by the way, Chii, Daiki, Yama, Morimoto and of course Keito would make a good Romeo, if I'm the Juliet :P

selamat pagi dunia :)

ENCHANTEE. terimakasih sudah membuka blog saya! blog ini belum menarik (dan mungkin tidak akan pernah menarik) tapi jika sudi, berjalanlah berdampingan dengan blog ini, karena blog ini adalah perjalanan hidup saya, tangis dan tawa saya, dan SEMUANYA. tempat yang saya miliki. satu satunya. the only space. MY SPACE.


[...ehem, saya sudah BERULANGKALI membuat myspace dan BERULANGKALI pula kehilangan passwordnya, saya jadi malas. jangan tanya kenapa saya tidak membuat myspace sajaa]


ini blog saya. yang lama sih.
tapi silahkan dibuka buka :)



oh iyaaa, pengenalan pertama. butuh kan? first introduction.

saya valya :)
saya selalu berusaha cinta sama Tuhan ♥
saya cinta Okamoto Keito dan belanja. ahh, manusiawi sekali??
saya sayangggg bangeeetttt sama keluarga dan teman teman saya. mereka luar biasa!
saya juga suka sastra, meski keliatannya tidak seperti itu? hehe
saya suka dibully. jangan tanya kenapa.
saya suka bermimpi, itu kerjaan saya tiap hari
asya suka slaah ektik
saya masih bingung dengan cita cita saya.
tapi yang jelas saya akan selalu berjalan ke depan. menjalani hidup saya.
saya bilang (siapa saya sampe bisa bilang bilang? kayak orang penting ajaa) HIDUP ITU JELEK TAPI MENYENANGKAN
jadi ya jalani saja.
saya mudah bosan tapinya. hehe.
saya suka ketawa. mari ciptakan dunia penuh tawa bersama!
saya bukan gadis kaya populer yang menjalani hidup bahagia. hidup itu ada naik turun nya. dan saya sering berada di posisi turun. apalah :) saya tetap suka dunia ini.
saya senang anda membaca blog saya.
nah, saya mau mandi.
terimakasih sudah membaca.

.xoxo (iya, saya juga suka gossip girl)