hiatus

hey again people :) it's been centuries since my last post, but please understand since my life is as boring as watching snails racing; on the other hand, today is far more exciting than my last couple of days, so here I am, updating my blog, not knowing what to do, but knowing what to write :)

today was.. uhmm.. fantastic :) I had so much fun swimming with mon, pat, ace, and ge. and because had to pick up pat, I came early to her house and it's the first time I've ever been to hers ^^; next, we went to mon's apartment in Sudirman Park. what should I say.. the most exciting part was looking at ge's LG lollipop :( it's like the most perfect handphone I've ever seen--it's clamshell (ha!), cute with colors, slim, contains many features, great at cameras, and of course.. very japan-ish :) oh, and one more factor that we the poor people shouldn't forget: it's not really expensive. yeaaay! pray so that I could get one for my birthday owkaaaay :D

the swimming part was so.. silly as usual. when I, ace, pat, mon and ge meet, I think it's our time being silly :S mon didn't swim and I don't have to tell you why, right? she's in charge of the photos taking and as it's always been, most pictures are about me being bullied :(((

Jesus Christ =.=

and when we realized it's already 12 pm and we had no more time to watch Dear John :( so what did we do? to the kinokuniya as usual. ace brought a magazine that's.. flailable. LOL. met tata and her other friends, which were going there for Oliv's birthday. today was really really nice. I enjoyed it so much.

on the other hand, I think today is my last day touching this computer :( yes, I will be heading the try-outs and it's the same as committing suicide if I keep on playing and never tried to study. poor me. poor ninth graders. I know it sucks, but I have to go through this anyway, so whatever.

thank God there's some good news--Hey! Say! JUMP's 5th single, which I thought would suck even more than any previous singles, are actually a good selling which topped the Oricon CHart at #1 in just one day. no, seriously. it was released two days ago, and with 72,849 pre-orders plus 53,841 selling on the first day and another 25,721 copies sold on the second day, so far it has been sold for about 152,411 copies all over the world ♥what do I say? about a hundred thousand more copies and it reaches Platinum. but this is far more successful, way more incredible than what I could ever expect. and if you count the first two numbers, you would find that the pre-orders together with the first day selling made a total of 126,690 copies sold.. on the first day. in the recording industry, it already qualifies for the Gold certification. but then again I'm not too shocked because even though it seems great, these kind of things are just normal for Johnny's Entertainment's artists--now I think I know why it's been called one of the greatest agency in Japan :( compare it with KAT-TUN, whose pre-order of their single "Love Yourself" reached the number 157,788, which means it even reaches the Gold qualification even before it's being released.

my defense: Hey! Say! JUMP are juniors and KAT-TUN are seniors.

well, although the PV making was incredibly boring (I HAVE WAITED FOR IT IN EXCITEMENT AND IT COMES OUT AS BORING AS HELL, SO I'M STILL REALLY MAD AS COW TO JOHNNY GRANDPA!) and the cover of the single is just too. anything but extraordinary T.T, the song "Kagayaki Days" which was sung by 7 is thankfully very cute... it's like the type of song JUMP used to sing, the song kinda reminds me of "Too Shy" and "School Kakumei". it's great in any meaning, because I'm getting sick already of songs like "Romeo&Juliet".

well, I guess that's the only good news for today :) so.. I'll announce my hiatus here? okay, I'll be on hiatus till... uhm... let's say until everything's finished. God, even I don't know how long would that take.

bye people, support JUMP always!

Passage of the Day

Jeremiah 29:11

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

now now, I am never be able to complain--and I won't anyways. hold this passage in your heart. and don't be a fool. try to understand it. as for me, I'm like, "so what if I can't marry Okamoto Keito. so what if I'm not a genius who can be on the top everytime. so what if the guy I like isn't single anymore. His plans are always beautiful for me--I'm just too blind to see it."

...and another one;

Romans 8:32

³²He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?

our God is an awesome God. He knows the best for me. on the other hand, He has his own reasons for not giving me. and I'm trying to change from someone who's too stupid to understand and has always been complaining. He's always been so understanding to me. As a good child, I'm in the process of trying to understand him back :) however much I know my own limit, though.

arashick!

Many years since we met, it seems like that was by chance. When we realize, it's already 10 years.

Ballons that fly to the sky.

The slender/small 5 of us ride on the swaying boat

"Let's just keep laughing..." "This place is surely where dreams come true..."

Now we keep in our hearts, those days when we persuaded ourselves that.

There were also days we only always felt rush, uneasiness, and resent

But it's because you were there for us, because your smiles were warm

We were able to come up to here. Beside each other, holding hands

Even with the times we spent together... we're still kind of shy even now

The wind we gathered all over ourselves, even the saddness that we couldn't support,

We were able to smile because you were there.

The lack of harmony from our innocent instrument playing, came to see different worlds.

By the time we noticed, that had become us.

We seriously cry, seriously laugh,

seriously worry, seriously live

We're proud of where we are now

There's only words of love

that can come from us

Put [these feelings] into this song and look forward again

with these big piled amount of love

If there are no short cuts for every step, go on the path you believe in because that's the only path

If you cry, let's meet again.

These unchanging guys will send just send you their love. Wishing for a future together for you

We will go over, fly over the mountain ahead

Coloring it with our colors yeah

I wonder if you are looking at the sky that I looked at alone?

Then, I will just sing toward the sky...with all my strength.

If our conversations don't disappear, I will promise you this love for 100 years ahead.

So that smiles blossoms.

It's always always in my heart. so I want to try and convey them.

Thank you "Even from now on, Thank you"

We are standing here. Able to shine, because you are here

The five of us are here, we'll always be here

If we change everything up until now into strength, wrap it with unchanging love,

Eternity, look, eternity

was born only for you and I.

La la la la・・・

Love, Love for you



-translation from Arashi's song, "5x10" (read: Five by Ten)



what can I say? I'm so much in love with Arashi now. this song is currently my favorite, and I don't see any reason why don't you make it yours. definitely one of the best Japanese pop songs I've ever listened to.

"overwhelming"

not gonna stop

uploading photos :)



theory one: nakayama yuma is NOT cute. because if he is, he should have fitted girl looks, even if we only change the hair. just like yama and keito did (in a verrrry well way) but..



when I changed

this
into

thisdo you find that cute? I don't. *or maybe it's just me who can't manipulate it very well. yaha*



on the other hand...



my sister had done such a great job.

congratulations, okamoto keito, you are officially a QT and as for my sister, no wonder you got accepted in the graphic design department :S